Friday, 24 August 2007
alright.. i've been to school for a week alr! how fast can that be?! and from next week onwards, i'll be having tutorials alr! sheesh! that's when the full impact of my timetable will sink in! haha.

but i must say, school's been great! school's been fun with great company of new frens! not forgetting the bunch of NUS CHC pple who are so on fire for God! :D without them, school wouldnt have been so fun either! it's really good to have their company every week... it helps to edify and encourage me! :D tho i've been REALLY BUSY, God has indeed been faithful! the JOY OF THE LORD IS MY STRENGTH! :D

last weekend's svc with Joyce Meyer was AWESOME! i was (and still am) really impacted by the word! it gave me such a conviction that I MUST DECREASE and GOD MUST INCREASE! it's less of me and more of God. it's less of me and more of others. putting others before myself... finding a hurt and healing it. finding a need and meeting it. the thought of "me, me, me, and only me" must decrease. but thoughts like "wat can i do to be a blessing to others today?" and "God, show me what i can do for someone today" MUST increase! becoz my God cares abt the way i treat others! if i wanna plse God and make Him happy, i must learn to treat others well! :D

and it's really amazing how a thankful heart towards God can change my perspectives and attitudes towards things in my life! every single day, i've been thanking God for both the little and big things that are happening in my life! and it amazes me how much that can make me appreciate the things, pple etc around me more! :D God really nv fail to amaze me!

last sunday during praise and worship, i didnt noe why, but i turned back and group of 4 boys caught my eyes. they were not open at all. but during worship, that was when God spoke to me and said "look how I'll work thru their hardened hearts for today is their day of salvation"... i was like WAH! okies. i dunno but i tot i heard God wrongly becoz it's like a really random thing that God is speaking to me abt. s

o throughout the svc, i took notice of these 4 boys.. halfway thru the sermon, 2 of them left. however, when the altar call was given after sermon, the remaining 2 boys responded and gave their hearts to God! i was really amazed by wat God spoke to me abt!

looking back, i feel that God was telling me that many times, we see things thru the natural realm. we have to learn how to take that step of faith into the supernatural... yes, we may be discouraged by our friends reactions during praise and worship, discouraged by their rejection when we wanna invite them to church etc... but sometimes, we just got to learn how to trust God that His word, presence and love can penetrate even the hardest of hardest hearts!

i mean... if He cant, who can? if we think that our friends cant be saved, arent we saying that God isnt good enough to minister to our friends? arent we saying that we're better than God in that sense? and arent we saying that whatever He did on the cross was all in vain? God has clearly shown me that all things are possible with Him. He definitely can melt the hardest heart!

if He cant, who can? (:

so E310, let this coming LIVING OUT LOUD event be such a memorable and impactful one! let us catch that spirit and fire of revival and think of all sorts of possible ways to get in contact with secondary school students so that we can invite them for this event! (:

the harvest is plentiful but the labourers are few. seize the moment! seize every opportunity! (:

believing for revival with all of u,
pam