Tuesday, 26 June 2007
it was a wonderful svc on both sat and sunday! tho i was really tired from my bizad camp.. but thank God for His strength! and thank God for zoe too when she nudged me real hard when i almost fell asleep! hee. anyway.. we sang the song FALLING for worship on sat!

FALLING
find me in Your holiness
lead me in Your righteousness
how i love You beautiful Saviour

when i'm weak You make me strong
bearing my cross i carry on
how i need You heavenly Father

You search my heart O Lord
You know my every thought
an open book to You
i placed my all in Your hands

falling at Your feet
as my whole world fades away
falling at Your feet
let my life be wholly thine
my life be wholly thine
Jesus

Emmanuel
Emmanuel
Abba Father, never let me go

nice song isnt it? hee. very nice and meaningful song. when i sang that song, the presence of God touched me and i started tearing. esp when we sang the line 'You search my heart O Lord, You know my every thought, an open book to You, i placed my all in Your hands...' at such a time when im caught in btwn, not noeing what decision to make, i told God "You noe the desires of my heart.. You noe my every thought... O God, i lift them all into Your hands.." i dunno how to say it.. but yea, everything is in the hands of God.. i do not need to worry.. i do not need to fear! (:

and i like the line that says 'Abba Father, never let me go..' sometimes.. we feel so guilty for the thing that we have done.. for all the mistakes that we have made.. but if we come before God with brokeness and repent genuinely.. our Abba Father will NEVER let us go.. as long as we cling on to God and never let Him go. sometimes we think that it was God who has let go of us, but many times, we fail to realise that it was not God who let go, but us who let go of God.. run back to God my dear frens if u have let God go... (:

as for sunday svc, during the preaching of the word, i felt that God was speaking to me... pst said "rmb the time when u first accepted God into ur life? when there was such a conviction in you when u accepted Him saying that u wanted a change in ur life? i teared in the presence of God..

God brought me back to my first love... to the very scenerio when i was there singing the song Holy.. "move in me, change my life..." and then when i look back now, how much change has there been in my life? where is that conviction to change even more? i told God that yes.. a pure heart is all that i long for... i thank God for my first love... i thank God that my first love for Him is still going on strong... i thank God that my heart has not hardened up towards Him and i pray that it will NEVER...

Abba Father... never let me go...

-pam